I QUIT!!!
So it has now been 48 hours since my last ciggerette. Two days ago i decided that i need to quit smoking, i have been smoking since i was 13 years old and i am not 18. Last week i finally came clean with my mom and dad about smoking because i got tired of trying to sneek a smoke and i figured now that i was old enough to buy them my parents shouldnt stop me from smoking them right. So like the next day my mom saw me smoking in the morning before school and later that day when i came home she told me that she couldnt see me smoke that if i smoked and she didnt see it, it wouldnt be that bad. But when she saw me with one or smoking then it mad her cry. At first i was kinda mad like "stop trying to make me feel guilty if i wanna smoke then im gann" ya know then after a while i started thinking about how selfish i was being. i guess i never relized that me smoking could effect people. So after thinking about it the rest of the night at work i decided that i need to quit for my mom, because i couldnt do that to her. So now it has been almost three days with out a ciggerette and it sucks major ass. i have horrible headaches and i have the munchies ten times worse then you get them when your high. My mom got me the nicatin patch or whatever its called and it makes me feel so sick. The first night i starting taking it i layed on the couch for like 3 hours because i was scared that if i got up i would barf allover the place and face it no one wants that. Things are a little better today although people at school are still telling me that i am being a major bitch(more than normal). But hopefully things will get better as time goes by and the headaches, dizzieness, muchies and craving go away. This time its ganna work im ganna quit for good(hopefully)
say it with me, "I DON'T SMOKE!"
see, now don't you feel better already?
; )
Congrats on quitting, I hope you keep it up.
Congrats! That's a big step right there, you can do it! Just think about how bad smokers smell to a non-smoker. You don't want to smell like that do you?? That was one thing that kept me motivated!
PS: thanks for stopping by!
Mama C-ta
http://www.mamac-ta.com
thanks for all the suport it is greatly needed