im désolé
i finally did it i hit rock bottom. i never ment to hurt anyone, especialy people who took me in. there is nothing i can do to change it or make what i did ok. Because its not what i did was fucked up and i am so so so sorry for that. now i worry that i have lost probably one of the only people out there that truely loved me. I guess what im trying to say is that im sorry for everything and i know that doesnt make it better but i am.
you know what? we all make mistakes, it's part of life. it's enough for me to know that you realize it too. I'll never stop loving you, and you are going to be alright.
remember that no one has "given up on you," don't try to make it seem that way because of your hit and run tendencies. We're all in this for the long run, and you will never be left alone. We all love and care about you too much to let that happen.
We will however allow to live your life, even if that means allowing you to make mistakes. Just always know we'll be here to pick you up when you fall, and cheer you on when you fight back.
xxoo