Life after high school
So im going to graduate in may wow thats not to far away, it kinda freaks me out to think about that. i feel like now i have to grow up and part of me wants to be free and indepenant from my parents and the other part is scared to leave and be on my own. i feel like everyone in my class knows what they are going to do with their life like what school they are going to and what they are majoring in. me on the other hand i have no clue on what i want to do with my life, there are things i think about about but i dont know if i would actualy want to do that for the rest of my life. I think part of my problem is that for most of my high school "life" i was with one guy MIKE (the infamouse mike im sure you will hear about him more later) but i know it sounds stupid but i allways figured that we would get married so when we broke up the final time this year it kinda turned my life upside down. i had always planed my life as if i would be with him. so i just feel lost because i dont know what i want in my life and i feel like everyone is asking me what im ganna do after high school, and i just wanna scream i have no f*@$%^#$ idea what i want to do with my life. all i know is that i want a job that i will be happy doing and that the year after high school im ganna work just work and play with little miss's kids i love them so much. Here are some of my ideas im thinkiing maybe a secratary, maybe the coast gaurd(great benifits) maybe some type of medical thing like a nurse at a docs. office. maybe a cosomotoligts i dont know blah i just feel so lost i just wish that someone would tell me this is what you need to do.
Speaking of the coast gaurd i was talking to mike(we are still really close friends) and he is going to the coast gaurd and yesterday he found out that he can join the coast gaurd. But he has a slight problem he has a 16 year old girlfriend and he 18 but he is going to leave for basic trianing and just going to be in there before she is out of high school. so i was trying to make him feel better so just joking around i said do you want me to blog abput it and he was like yeah that shooked me. so mike wants to know what should he do because he doesnt want to get into a serious relationship with her if hes ganna just leave and they would most likely break up or just stay with her and wait it out and possibly get his heart broken. so if you could please say something about this.
Speaking of the coast gaurd i was talking to mike(we are still really close friends) and he is going to the coast gaurd and yesterday he found out that he can join the coast gaurd. But he has a slight problem he has a 16 year old girlfriend and he 18 but he is going to leave for basic trianing and just going to be in there before she is out of high school. so i was trying to make him feel better so just joking around i said do you want me to blog abput it and he was like yeah that shooked me. so mike wants to know what should he do because he doesnt want to get into a serious relationship with her if hes ganna just leave and they would most likely break up or just stay with her and wait it out and possibly get his heart broken. so if you could please say something about this.
posted by Spookz at Thursday, February 16, 2006
if you were supposed to have life figured out by your senior year in high school...then we're ALL screwed! I didn't even have it figured out by the time I graduated college!! Don't be so hard on yourself. Your freshman year at college is all about exploring those options, just relax!
And as for your ex, no serious girlfriend, no strings. Not if he's joining the coast guard.
i dont even know if i wanna go to college
you will go because you CAN. So many people don't even have that opportunity, and these days, you NEED a degree. Even if you just go one or two years, it's a great experience, gives you focus AND and education all at the same time.
You need to take advantage of the opportunities you have at your disposal, sweetheart.