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This is pretty much a picture post some of the shots little miss took. thes are my senior picture for you see here in hickville people spend about $300-$2000 on senoir pix so i ask the best photographer i knew to do mine and it only cost a coke zero. so here they are ready lights camera and action

This is Me

Recently i have come to the relization that im not the nicest person in the world. After hanging out with Adam for a weekend i felt like a bitch, because he is one of those really nice people who the moment they say something mean they feel bad and tell you their sorry. not me i very rarely feel sorry for saying something mean. i think that i just dont have a filter between my mouth and my brian, cuz someone will say something stupid, for example we were talking about christ in history and as a joke my teacher said and you all know that christ wasnt his last name then this girl shouts out it isnt then is it nazerth cuz they call him Jesus of nazerth, its people like that, that drive me crazy. I mean how stupis do you have to be to believe that. But thats just the way i am and maybe i should be a little nicer but some people just deserve the comments that come their way. maybe thats mean or maybe this is just me

My interesting Night

Before i go into my story i guess i'll give you soom history. First there is this guy in one of my classes named Adam and he is so cute and nice and he makes me laugh. but anyway we met and were friends within an hour, a couple days after we met i asked him to prom so now we are going to prom. when he told his mom that he was going to prom she got all excited and was like oh we gotta get you a tux a limo and everything. (not howeither of us want prom to be like, i dont want fancy.) Not a very interesting history but i thought id be nice and let you in on my oh so special love life. So now without any further ado my interesting night.

today Adam called me but i missed the call because im a bum and was sleeping so we played phone tag for a little bit. when we finally were able to talk he was like you called me and i was like um you called me first and he was like oh yeah i wanted to tell you that my mom made me get a tux. i was a little confused one because we agreed that he would wear black pants black shirt and tie and two thats kinda random. but anyway since i had him on the phone i decided i would ask him to go out tonight so we were gonna go so the movie V for Vendetta.

so after rushing around trying find find an outfit that made me look cute but not look like i was trying to look cute, after pickng some cute baggy khaki pants and an orange t sporting my nick name(SPOOKY) he showed up look so hot(but im sure he didnt try like i did). then we were on our way when his too little freshmen friends called and asked them to come pick them up,so we made a complete circle and went and picked him up . Finally we were on our way to go see the movie as we were driving he was about to miss the turn into the shopping center so he quickly changes lanes and like a blink of an eye someone hit us and we spun around and landed in the median. it scared the shit out of me, i might have screamed i dont know when i think back i dont remember much just the car spining and landing in the median.

It turns out that there was an older couple in his blind spot that couldnt stop fast enough and hit us. they were very nice and made sure everyone was ok, luckly everyone was. Then it seemed everyone was on there phone the old guy was calling the police his wife was on the phone with her son and adam with his grandma. then everyone got off their phone and the older man started talking to us, so we stood outside talking to us. Then Adam's dad called him and wanted to talk to the other driver.

while Adam's dad was talking to the man adam leaned up agianst his car and noticed i was a little shaken and shivering so he pulled me close and held me and keept asking me if i was ok, it made me feel safe. then his mom and grandparent showed up his mom seemed pissed and his grandparents seemed worried, they all started talking to the other driver so we went back to his car, he looked so sad when i asked him what was wrong he said he felt bad about causing the accident and for me being in the car. I couldnt stop thinking how cute and sweet he was.

All in all everyone was ok and the most damage was the other drivers headlight was smashed, and even though it was not the best "date" but thinking back at times it was fun he was good at being calm and making me laugh. but most of all he made me feel so safe and comfortable. I think i really like him, but part of me is a little scared because i dont wanna get hurt abd lus im moving soon and he's still got one more year of school but i guess im just thinking to far ahead

LESSIONS LEARNED:

1. Dont rush someone to get over into another lane it just might cause you to end up in the median
2. Allways wear your seatbelt (we were wearing oure and very glad we were)
3. live the best life you can because you never know what is going to happen next

Going Home

Last night me mom and I were sitting at home watching criminal minds and she turns to me and says, "we werent ganna tell you until dad ame back from his trip, but i have to tell someone WE'RE MOVING IN AUG." i was like wow.

at first i was very excited because we are moving to PA, my dad's job is moving him to clinton nj but mom said there was no way she was ganna live in nj. but thats still great cuz we will only 2 hours away from my sister and her baby. so we are all happy about that and we are only about 2 1/2 hours from nj

But with every good thing there comes bad, then i relized im ganna miss MY babies and little miss, i mean who is ganna watch her kids. they love me, whenever Tiny sees me she gets so excited that she runs to me. like a babysat last week for her and little miss said to tiny get your shoes and some pants on, she was like no. so little miss says wanna pick up spooks. and reply was YEAH and she ran to the door with no pants and no shoes and then opened it. see her kids love me

another sad thing is i just started taking the steps to be catholic, ive been meeting with the deacon and asking question. see they have a program called RCIA http://www.ecatholic2000.com/rcia/rcia.shtml and the classes start in sprtember then you get baptized and confermed at the easter vigil. so i missed this years classes so i would have to start next year and i hate change and i took me a long time knowing that i wanted to be catholic just to call the deacon and talk to him about stuf. so now i have to start allover at a differant church but if god says we need to move than we are going to move

Im going to die

it has been a month since i started getting sick. i cough all the time my back hurts so bad that it makes me cry, my headhurt and i am so weak that when im at school i feel like my legs are ganna fall out from under me. and im always so tired. we went to the doc after a week when it started and he gave me some meds and it made me feel better but a week and a half later everything came back but worse. i spent the mojority of the moring last saturday at the hospital so they could take my blood and x-rays. he gave me some more med s right now im on three of em, and things arent felling any better, i think he should have given me some pain killers. but the good news is that my cartledge isnt infected anymore yay so at least there is something to be happy about.

THE DRESS

i have been asked to show my perfect little prom dress.
The clip on the back and the front of THE DRESS

theback of THE DRESS sorry you have to turn your head


this is the oh so cute jacket to go with it


when little miss and i where shopping the other day she wanted to feel better about some stupid prepy teens looking at her funny so we went to BEBE and looked at the clearance because it was 50% off already clearance so i saw i really cute dress the sale tag was $120 so it was like $60 then there was a little rip in it so i got it for $50 and then the jacket wasnt on sale but it was so cute and it went with the dress so i got it. the total was $130 sweet the other dress i got was $210 or something, so i am so happy