Got ink?

I DO!
after finding out about Lisa i started to relize that, that could have easly been me. so with an unknown friend i decided to get a tattoo in honor of Lisa. since she had called me baby bear i decided to get that tattooed on my ankle.

at first i was really nervous. i took my friend Amanda and her little boy matthew and another friend, later Amanda's boyfriend Andrew came and watched. But it really wasnt that bad, at first it hurt but after a while it didnt hurt.

Have you ever seen the show inked? well i didnt really think tattoo shops were really like that but they are. i had gone in the night before to ask someone about getting it done, so when i went in they already had an idea of what font they wanted to use.

the guy who did my tattoo was really cool and so were the other guys there. it was a totaly cool experiance. and it wasnt too painful, well that was until Andrew set the ink. for those of you who dont know what that is, its when they finish your tattoo and then someone slaps it.

That whole night was just a fun time, all my close friends were there and the guys at the shop were really cool. I cant wiat till i get my next one.

Lisa

last night i found out that one of my friends from the hospital had killed herself. granted we werent like best friends or anything but we were still really close. im not sure how i feel right now, because everything feels a little numb. i miss her, it hurts to know that she is gone. so i figure that i ll wright her a letter even though she wont be able to read it.

Lisa,
you were one of the sweetest girls i have ever known. you were amazing. its not fair that you left this way, or that things were going to be that hard for you to stay clean. Im sorry i never called he never gave me your number. you were so beautiful and kind the world didnt deserve you. it makes me sad to think that i will never get to hear someone call me baby bear any more. Lisa i love you, i miss you already.

i know it sounds a little stupid but if you guys hear any red hot chili peppers please think of lisa that was her favorite band. she had a chilli pepper suitcase pants she loved them. thanks

im désolé

i finally did it i hit rock bottom. i never ment to hurt anyone, especialy people who took me in. there is nothing i can do to change it or make what i did ok. Because its not what i did was fucked up and i am so so so sorry for that. now i worry that i have lost probably one of the only people out there that truely loved me. I guess what im trying to say is that im sorry for everything and i know that doesnt make it better but i am.

Intervention

This is little miss's intervention she has a problem. She is addicted to keira knightley, now this is nothing new to anyone who knows her but she has taken it to a hole new level. Little miss has become a thief, the other day she was at mcdonanlds and stole an arch card(ya know the gift cards)but here is why she took it guess who was on it yup KEIRA KNIGHTLEY. We need to help her before its too late she may go bigger next time maybe a poster or a movie or maybe just maybe Keira herself. Little Miss needs our help.